Sripada Rajam Saranam Prapadye.
Sripada Devotee Pallavi ji sharing her mother’s wonderful experience here.
: - God likes inner feelings and not external appearances. God works according to your feeling.
This is also experienced by my mom. I am working in a company for about more than 1 year. I got to know in March that the contract will come to an end soon and my manager suggested me to look for other options. My career is unstable even after 5 yrs of experience. I felt so bad to hear the bad news as I had just come back from my wedding vacation. I didn't know how to respond. I thought – “WHY”. I felt very low. I spoke to my friend who introduced me to baba and she consoled me saying that everything will be alright. My worry was what would my husband, my in-laws think if I lose job just after the wedding? How will they take it? When will I get another job? For how long I have to be at home? And this is not my mom’s place, this is my in-laws place. There were so many questions.
I told my mom about it the next day. She also felt very bad. She was so much worried for the same reasons. She prayed. That night she could not sleep. She was sitting and crying. She was praying SPSV to help and asking him hundreds of questions. He answered. He answered a mother’s questions
She had closed her eyes. Suddenly, she saw a bright light in front of her. She wanted to open her eyes and see, but just could not. She tried hard to open her eyes but could not. She wanted to call my dad, but she could not speak. She tried to open her mouth but the voice didn’t come out. She tried very hard to either open the eyes or to atleast talk so that she can call my dad who was in the other room. This was for about a minute or so. Then she could open her eyes and there was nothing.
She felt good. She felt that HE has answered all her questions.
I will have to leave the job anytime soon, I do not have a job in hand. But am sure that something will definitely happen. SPSV will arrange for something. Whatever happens, happens for good. My life is going as per HIS wish, so no need to worry.
Meanwhile I somehow got to know about a book called “Sai Baba is Still alive” by Jaya Wahi. It costs Rs 250. I must say that it’s a must read for all baba devotees. Request all of you to read the book. Its Sai Satcharita – 2. Each and every word is so so powerful. I read this book whn I was in this job tension and my faith has increased now. HE gave me this book to read only to increase my faith and to tell me that HE will take care.
Jai Guru Datta! Sri Guru Datta